night.
i feel like i just reblogged a gazillion things. i kind of did. it felt good. it was like… venting.
but i’m done for the day. i need time to relax and think and sleep and dream. love you all
i feel like i just reblogged a gazillion things. i kind of did. it felt good. it was like… venting.
but i’m done for the day. i need time to relax and think and sleep and dream. love you all

(via fuckyeahalexsuarez)
the big obnoxious ‘TROJAN’ caught my eye. how appropriate.
true?
just a little rant because it’s been on my mind for a while now and i’m tired of people flaunting their “atheism” like they think nothing else exists and everyone who believes in something is dumb.
i think God is whoever you talk to in your mind when you’re desperate (i can’t believe it’s really spelled that way. all this time i thought i was right when i spelled it like ‘desparate’. but now it doesn’t look so right) or upset or happy. i think everyone believes in some kind of “God” of their own because it’s tough living and thinking that there’s nothing bigger than each little human being and the little things you do that might go unnoticed really don’t matter or make a difference or play a part in anything.
i don’t like the way the churches roll, though. they’re all about punishment and discipline super-dedication and i’m really not going to waste my Sundays listening to people talk about redemption and asking for forgiveness and daily devotion because that’s bullshit. this is my life and i’ll live it the way i want and i know what’s right and what’s wrong, and i’m only human. if “God” wants us to be so amazing and near-perfect then why didn’t he send in a bunch of bots to be perfect for him? or why didn’t he make us perfect in the first place? and i get that he wants us to work our way up and all that, but we can’t all do it the same way and we can’t all spend 100% of our time thinking about what he is or would be thinking of us right now.
i know the road to hell is paved with good intentions… but that’s for stupid people who take advantage of other people’s trust.
life’s too short and we’re too fast. if only we could sit around on our asses all day thinking about God. because that would be a fucking party.
Ghandi (via mushaboomadi) (via mindymaygan)
i know, right?!
boy advice because then i feel above it all. i can still be involved without getting hurt. and it’s not relationship or love advice, it’s just boy advice. don’t worry about love, it finds us on its own. who really cares? you can’t do anything about it anyway, no matter how what you say or how hard you try or how much you give to someone.