my mom made bacon today and it smelled delicious. and it looked delicious. and i could almost taste it. DELICIOUS. but i didn’t eat any because i thought of Wilbur (Sejal) and the piggies and then i realized i really didn’t want to eat it. i’m excited about this vegetarian thing, my body didn’t like me very much with all the junk food i used to eat. i really want a salad, i hope it’s not too difficult to give up ham and subs.

also, i told my mom about Dear Jack and showed her the trailer and she loved it. i know what i’m getting for Christmas. also the two Jac Vanek necklaces. i also want Brand New Eyes (Paramore), a Labbit, Daisy (Brand New), earrings, and the Carina vinyl toy. but Labbits can wait and i can get the rest of those things on my own. except Carina, maybe, but i’ll find a way. hopefully. :)

for my birthday (Dec15), i’m getting this. i ordered it already and i’m so excited. my dad ordered MarioKart, too, without telling me, but mostly because he wants it. i’m fine with that. :) i think birthdays are overrated, but it’s an excuse for STUFF that i probably wouldn’t be able to get otherwise. see, i need a real job.

i was so so so so so tempted to eat chicken nuggets today. i love those darn things, they’re really yummy. those will be hard to give up. every time i see them, i’ll try to picture thewm with cute little eyes, a tiny beak, and short leggies. i hope that’ll make me not want to eat them. poor chickies. also, being vegetarian means no ham, which means no subs. those were one of my favorite foods. whatever. i’ll be fine. got any yummy veggie recipes for me? i have no idea what to eat. looks like i’ll have to start having my chicken caesar salad without the chicken. i love ranch dressing.

it went well. there weren’t any really delicious-smelling hot dogs or chicken being eaten around me, though, so it’s not a big deal. i don’t like the thought of eating live animals, but i do love the taste of chicken and all that yummy meat. it’s hard to associate the stuff on my plate with cute piggies and cows. i try to picture myself taking a bite out of an animal but that’s just weird and it doesn’t make me want to stop eating meat. i hate what they do to those animals, though. confession: last night, i read this PETA booklet about why people should become vegetarians and they explained and showed pictures of how badly animals were abused. it made me cry. also, i still think veggie burgers are nasty.